You sure are good at making attractive pages that include a long journal text. I so admire that Trace. Also, you are an exemplary young woman, mother and artist and I am wishing you the very best in 2022 as you pursue your goals. I especially like that you will go easy on yourself, too. Kindness starts with being kind to yourself.
I can imagine that your journaling is a form of therapy in itself. This is beautifully written. You are such a strong woman and I sincerely hope you find peace with what you are facing. xo Take good care of yourself.